OCEANSIDE, CA Never again, Harbor Beach

Harbor Beach, Oceanside, CA. I miss you so...

It's not looking good for me to get swimming in the water soon. I got a new diagnosis recently of a malignant thyroid cancer. The surgeons at VA La Jolla cut my neck apart, ear to ear for 6 hours, and glued it back together.

This is not a good procedure. My neck is sooo swollen and painful and choking me. Dead areas of nerves. Big areas of soft tissue that now feels like wood--hard as wood. I'm not even thinking about swimming. 

"The first time you quit is the last time you try."